I feel like a monster,

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
But we might find our place in this world someday

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud, I never want to say goodbye
Is everything ok?
I guess we never really moved on
I feel like a monster

I feel so empty and hollow
Feels like I'm going insane
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
We used to be just like twins, so in sync with the same energy
Now's a dead battery

Disconnectin' all the calls
The phone don't even ring

I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
What about trust?
And what about me?
What am I supposed to do?

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster